Post if you can relate :)?
Written on October 26, 2009 – 10:12 am | by Drug Abuse Help
Hello, lets skip the names and get to it.
Im 18, dont look it, and dont feel it.
I am socially awkward and never once had a close friends.
I was part of the Poor Baby (Momma’s boy) generation.
Never learnt any respect for anything, or even what it means.
I blame this on my mom, for never really saying "no".
My mom worked harder then anyone I knew.
I stole money from her ($$$), treated her like crap, and rubbed my drug abusing teenage years in her face, when she really needed me to be there and help support her, since after all I ruined her marraige, all 12 years of it, since I was 2 I treated everybody nice, as long as I had something benifiting from it.
I took her through hell and back and ditched her with massive debts.
now im 18 and have no pride or honor, living with the girl of my dreams, and I developed a drinking problem, and I want to stop, but I….
I feel like I have lies, then a layer of skin.
I cant stop lying, I dont know why, I always do it, and im always pushing boundaries, burning bridges, just brining a bit slower now.
I have no willpower, and am ver over analytical.
these are some scattered thougts.
my mind is racing, and im tired.
so if anybody shares my demons
just say hi, please….
