please tell me what to do???(i am having awful time (sigh)…..)?
Written on October 9, 2009 – 9:13 pm | by Drug Abuse Help
i am living a life i hate.every night i wish i wont wake up next morning.or go sleep for a whole day.there’s nothing good about living.its pure empty.
people who even don’t know just offend me any time they get chance.
people who know me ignore me.they cant accept me.they don’t leave a chance to insult me.i hate my parents.they have neglected me since my birth.they just wish i am alive.nothing more they want to do or say to me.
on my 24th birthday.i had a awful day.no one calling or wishing.i have spend 1 month without any contact of people outside family.
i am ugly so my life is 100 times more hard than any other girl.and my awful lonely childhood is a firm base for my disgusting life.
is there anything i can do so i will not have to be doing nothing.most of the time i cant find anything to do that i will find meaning full.Life seems so long.
i thought many takes drug to eliminate unhappiness.but i cant do that.whatt about prescription drug abuse?or anything better to do so i will not feel so bad?
JanStolz said:
Oct 09, 09 at 4:49 amI’ve had two birthdays in my life. One at one year (which, according to the photographs, I seemed to enjoy) and one at age 16 in which my parents got into a knock down drag out fight in front of my friends and my mother finally called my brother and told him to bring his gun because she was "going to shoot the son of a b*tch!" After that, I opted out of having birthday parties. By the way, I’m 56 now. So don’t feel bad.
cricketlady said:
Oct 09, 09 at 2:53 pmYou sound depressed to me–why not check out counseling for yourself so you can be happy, You deserve to believe happy.