Why have I no dreams?
Written on July 13, 2009 – 11:01 am | by Drug Abuse Help
I have absolutely no dreams or goals. I am not materialist at all, so I don’t want any big home well-furnitured and everything. I don’t want to marry and do not particulary wants a girlfriend, only one-nights. I don’t want to raise children or have any kind of family. I have no hobbies that I’m interested to. I don’t want to make big studies or take an important place in this society.
This led me to only abuse physical pleasures in life, thus taking a lot of drugs. This was after 18 years of no dreams, so don’t try to say that drugs made me lose dreams or motivation.
About careers, I have read a book on every studying program and a book on every profession and nothing interests me, AT ALL. As a child, when professors asked to do drawings of our dream job, I never drawed anything. Every other kid in would draw something, every time.
Wow a lot of people got me wrong. I am not talking about dreaming while sleeping at night.
And I’m actually happy, I’m not whining and asking others so solve my problems, my question is: WHY IS THAT, if there can be similar people to me, etc. I don’t have a negative attitude at all about that. Yes I feel good about only living by the day without any goals or dreams, but I still search everyday and think and write to develop it.
So people look at the question again before answering it. I appreciate the ones who, with or without answering the real question, are telling more uncommon ways to develop dreams, but people who try to blame my attitude or whatever, seriously you are losing your time you don’t know me, just fukc off.
