I am severely depressed and I just quit drinking?
Written on July 13, 2009 – 11:01 am | by Drug Abuse Help
I lost my daughter 2 years ago to her father, he was extremelly abusive to me and my 11 year old son and I started drinking before I left him and have had a lot of probs because of it. I know I am an alcoholic but aa and all the other groups and recovery programs have not helped me. I know this is something I have to do on my own or I will eventually lose my son also. My ex will not let me have anything to do with my daughter but not because of alcohol cause he abuses alcohol and drugs, but he has alot of money, I did something to him that he is very mad about and he tried to sue me for it. I said some things about him on a website that were all completely true but I was able to use his name and even picture wich I didnt put on there, and he seen it somehow and he tried to sue me for defamation of character I have tried to talk to him and he wont he wont even let me know anything about my daughter and his family wont talk to me either. I dont know what to do I just want to be a mom to my daughter and I have become so severely depressed sometimes I feel like I dont want to go on even though I have my son and he needs me I dont want him to see me like this anymore I need some help badly and not meds because my ex used the fact that I was on antidepressants in court and has tried to make me look crazy PLEASE HELP!!
