How did this effect me and I would like to know is there something I can do about it..?
Written on October 26, 2009 – 1:28 pm | by Drug Abuse Help
I talk about abuse alot on this y/a cause Im getting it out>Im getting therapy soon. Anyway growing up I NEVER TALKED MUCH wasnt allowed too. Sure I talked to my friend but I was intimadated of Adults even though Im an adult I still feel like some adults treat me as a kid or dont let me stand up for myself…
My family is just one big abused family or LIVE FOR CUTTING PPL DOWN.. not ONE person you can go to without them being critical and judgemental!! or belittiling you!!
As of now I decided to stop talking to my grandmother coming to the realization she never loved me even though she raised me… It’s hard finding love and still trying to love myself at times. I feel guilty for not talking to my granny but she stuck in her ways.
I ALWAYS HAD self esteem issues when I was young my family negleted me so I didn’t get the nice compliments that I get now, which I STILL DONT BELIEVE. I believe we really are what we think.. All my life I thought I was cute but my family got the best of that thought… So now that Im grown I hear nice words being said I believe a little… Do you think Im wrong for letting my family go.. How and where do families like mines come from.. if this myite help ALOT OF the girls in my family became teenage mothers and most of them(family) ARE DRUG ADDICTS I would say like 85% of my family is on hardcore drugs and would do anything for drugs kill, steal, or what have you…
I just dont understand where all this hate comes from. And do you think they think about happy days or wish life can be easier for them.. they just find the worst in everything and everybody Why?? and Why (but thank god)didnt I turn out like them?
